Every moment of my life...From Past Till Now...

Monday, October 12, 2009

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF

Thanks to all that remembered...

And thanks to my family, and my sister especially for organising that special birthday surprise...

It was a memorable weekend indeed...

frm past till now at-
12:37 AM

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Just dropped by to say...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

and btw, i've taken out my P-Plate already...

Woohoo! One year rider baby... Super 4 here i come...

frm past till now at-
10:58 PM

Saturday, August 29, 2009

I apologise if the entry below will offend anyone (...though i believe no one will come across it since no one knows this blog has been resurrected)...

And i'm going to try my best to blog in Malay, coz i can feel that my written use of it is dwindling and slowly getting flushed down the drain due to the lack of usage.

Here goes...

Ramadhan datang jua, menemui kita tahun ini... Entah mengapa, tahun ni Ramadhan lebih bermakna bagi ku...

Tapi ini bukanlah topik yang ingin ku ketengahkan sebagai wadah pembahasan...

Tidak lama dahulu, ku diberitakan bahawa seorang sahabatku adalah homoseksual... beliau tidak tertarik kepada jantina yang lain, malah tertarik kepada jantina sendiri...

Agak terkejutku dibuatnya... tapi aku redha and tetap menerimanya sebagai sahabatku.

Mungkin satu faktor besar keputusanku ini ialah beliau bukan seorang Melayu, bukan seorang Muslim...

Topik homoseksual ini bukanlah sesuatu perkara yang baru, bahkan sudah wujud seawal zaman Nabi Lud, dimana kaumnya bergaul sesama sendiri, hinggalah mengundang kemurkaan Allah dan diturunkan bala bencana yang menghapuskan mereka semua.

Aku sendiri tidak setuju dan membantang perbuatan yang keji ini. Tapi aku terima bahawa ada di antara kita yang lain, berbeza dari am nya...

Tetapi bukankah agama telah, dengan terangnya melarang perbuatan ini?... Bukankah ia haram, perbuatan yang mendatang dosa amat besar. Namun mengapakah masih ada yang melakukannya?...

Bukankah percintaan di antara seorang gadis dan teruna itu lebih mulia, lebih menyenangkan... bahkan masjid yang dibina bersama dianugerahkan pahala...

Mesej blogku ini senang dan ringkas... aku tidak kisah jika seorang sahabatku seorang homoseksual, tetapi amnya, aku menentang ideologi ini... Ia salah di sisi agama, and tersangat dipandang serong masyarakat kita...

So dont tell the world that you are ***, keep it to urself...

For i detest it...

frm past till now at-
9:20 PM

Saturday, August 15, 2009

I NEED A BREAK!

I just do... this whole servitude to the nation is just plain tiring.

I know i've ranted on about this before, but it's really starting to bug me now.

$400 is not merely enough to cover for the shit i'm doing...

And i still have more than a year to waste...

FUCK!... I've never cursed here before... but i juz feel... fuck man!

FUCK THIS SHIT!...

1 more year... juz one more...

and hey, I've survived worst...

frm past till now at-
10:00 PM

Sunday, June 28, 2009

A friend of mine recently asked me, "How's life beyond NS?"

My reply... " Virtually non-existent"

Its a hard fact to swallow, but its true. Of late i've been too engrossed in the problems of this servitude to the nation that i've not had much activity outside of it. Weeknights are spent at home, watching tv and then off to bed as early as 9. And my weekends arent any better. Mostly spent sleeping at home recuperating for the fatigue felt from work. On a good month, i would go out probably just once or twice with friends. Other than that, NS gets in the way...

Its time like these that really make me missed the good old days... Sigh...

So i've made a goal for myself, to at least go out and have fun every now and then. I might be tired from work, but hey, i do need to go out and chill.

Ed's birthday coming soon, so thats one outing in the making. Plus Harry Potter's coming out, so thats another...

Finally, things to look forward to...

frm past till now at-
5:54 PM

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Its 12.30...midnight...

My body's aching...my mind is stressed... and my eyes are just screaming to be shut closed. So what am i doing on a friday midnight? Nothing really, nothing when the thing i should do is sleeping.

I juz need to take a break from all the shit that is happening around me... a very long break. If u ask me, i would rather take up arms, be in combat gear 24/7 if that is what i need to do to escape all these. I cant take it...anymore...

I really miss having someone to talk to... someone of the opposite sex. Being around males everyday for the past 6 months has really made me appreciate women. I believe in any workplace there should be balance of both genders. Both have their strengths, and therefore can compliment each other to bring about a healthy workplace. But try juz having men running EVERYTHING, from clerical work to ground. There are jus some things men SUCK at, and there's where women come in to give us a helping hand.

I NEED A BREAK! Or better still, post me out from this living hell. I dun think i can survive this...

frm past till now at-
12:26 AM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Whats the world coming to these days? I see kindergarteners with state of the art 3.5G phones, mere toddlers with psps in their hands... and oh, whats this? 11 year olds with blogs. BLOGS i tell you. When i was 11 i was still reading enid blyton storybooks, and playing capteh during recess. Whats the world coming to man? Like seriously dude...

I guess there's nothing to be alarmed here. I mean, its no longer the year 1999. Its 2009 for gods sake, and boy do things change over the course of 10 years. As an 11 year old ten years back i would never have predicted the world to be in such a state as we are living in. The technological advancements, the rapid pace of living in such a society... Things were much simpler back then, in the days of the humble Gameboy, and the Digimon. Boy who could forget that!

Now 21, or almost, life is no longer juz a simple routine. Long gone are the days of just having to worry about schools, exams, and homework. Now come to think of it its not that bad after all. If given the chance i would trade anything juz to be a kid again. Yeah sure exams were such a bore, but when compared with the complexities of adult life, hey, exams arent that frightening anymore.

But my real test has yet to begin. I mean, i'm not even married yet for goodness sake. Plus i've not even done with studying yet. So looks like i still have a long way to go. While this whole national sertitude thingy may seem like a waste of time to me, hey, i still have to do it. I could suffer in this discontent the next year and a half, or just embrace this short hurdle that everyone has to encounter. October '10 isnt that far off, so i guess i'll stop whining and just move along. That said i really cant wait for this to be over, and boy when it does, there's much a celebrating to do my friend.

Digimon battling, anyone?

frm past till now at-
11:59 PM