Every moment of my life...From Past Till Now...

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

well...i've never been so happy to be proven wrong...

and its true, azmi has been forced to eat his own words...

Singapore wins the first leg ladies and gentlemen... and boy was it a controversial match...

I might not be at the stadium, but i was left restless on my couch for the whole game... Well played in my opinion, although there were many a time when me and my dad would slap our heads and utter words of... "disbelief"...

Final score: Singapore 2 Thailand 1

I thought the lions played better in the first half, thats when alam shah scored the lead in the 17th minute... But the Thais really showed their worth in the second half. The goal they conceded in the 49th minute was just brilliant...

And i quote Bernard Lim the commentator, "Even if the goalkeeper wasnt Lionel Lewis, nobody could have stopped that goal..."

I must say, this is the first time i saw such controversy on a match played on home soil... Quite entertaining though, seeing the Thais protests one corner coz they disagreed with the msian ref's decision for a penalty against them in the 83rd minute. My mum was there saying, "Thailand merajuk ke aper?"... Hilarious mum...true humour...hehehe...

Well, i dun care whether the thais are not happy or not... The fact of the matter is, We Won!... So like i said, i was forced to eat back my words... Lucky i didnt bet with anybody, if not, sure lose...hehehe...

All the best to the Lions, who will be facing a tough Thai crowd this Sunday... If the Singapore fans are so vulgar, i wonder how the Thai fans would be...

Well... good luck lions...

Happy studying my frens... all of you...

Good luck to o levels bros whose results are coming out soon...

Good luck to izzat...on ur exams too...

Good luck to everybody la...

5 days to first paper...

azmi out...

frm past till now at-
10:44 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

There's still hope...

But against Thailand, our chances are quite slim i must say...

Well, we'll leave that thought till later...

Now, let's rejoice the Lions win over Malaysia...

Quite tyco leh, we won by one goal in penalty...

Stadium was jam-packed yesterday...

The rain earlier on didnt dampen my spirits...although i did suffer from a little neckache having to slouch just to fit into the tiny weeny umbrella...hehehe...

Singapore vs Malaysia matches are always good to watch, and as the papers put it, we are enemies by tradition... It goes a long way back, from the time of the Malaysian Cup... the good old days were relived yesterday... And i had fun... I was left sitting at the edge of my seat thru out the game, that was how fiercely fought the match was... The last time i watched a Spore Msia match was 5 years ago, at the same location. But then, we kena beating terok sia, 4-0...

Yesterday was different...

It was supercalifragilisticexpialidocious fun yesterday... especially when u have the likes of andre, diana, velda, joy, andy, huiqi and darryn as ur company... All the f*cks, CCBs, KNNs and the B*tohs we shouted together...hahaha... but its quite bad la actually. Was reading the morning papers today, the article reads (translated that is...) "Malaysian fans was all up in cheers, while the Singaporeans only know how to utter out words of vulgar"... hehehe...

"clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap BUTOH!!!"...my favourite stadium cheer, always was, always will...hehehe

Well, i guess its studying time again... All the best to all... I know we can do it... Last exams everybody...

I'll leave you to ur revisions then...

Byez...

frm past till now at-
2:52 PM

Friday, January 26, 2007

So it begins...

The cycle rotates itself again...

And we have the reach that part of the journey...

It's study week again...

The inevitable exams follow soon after...

And after that...well, let's juz say azmi isnt so looking forward to it...

Holidays are times where ppl have fun, they go on 'HOLIDAYS!!!', as the name implies...

They shake leg, lepak one corner...and juz have fun...

What do i do?... I work... and dun get to see everybody for a month or two...

I'm a weird person...people loves the holidays, i dread it...

Oh well...look on the bright side, its only for 2 months...

Last Day of School Yesterday...Fun, IP presentation settled, and azmi is satisfied.

Open House according to my o'level results waiting friends was boring...BORING!!!...

But something happened yesterday to my friend Azhar, that really angered me...

But i am not going to type it here, scared will cause a national outcry...

Niwaez, thank you all for everything that happened in this 'short' semester...

Thank You Team Cheiron...you will always be my first 'love'...

Thank You Team Dejavu...the fun and laughter we've shared will forever be cherished...

not forgetting Team ALK...brothers four unite...

team MMR, Ops and PR (that edmund...hello ed)...was all fun too...

I dun care what anybody says...but for me, there's always room for everybody in my heart...not just one group, not just two groups...but all...

It was fun while it lasted...and now, i'm frowning, wishing i could turn back time...

I guess life moves on...

(chim chiminee chim chiminee chim chim che ree... mary poppins made me very happy
chim chiminee chim chiminee chim chim che roo... i juz want to tell you that i love you too)

Thanks andre...for my mary poppins dvd...it was a long wait...but i couldnt help smiling to myself while i was watching it last night...

frm past till now at-
10:56 AM

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

They say pictures paint a thousand words...

Indeed...

I had fun with all you...and i will certainly be looking forward to more fun time spent together...

Thank You Team Cheiron...
All those late nights at cherriann's...
All the fun...
All the experience...
Thank You...
Velda...the girl with a heart of gold, everybody loves velda and that includes me...
Cherriann...the girl who never seem to run out of smiles to brighten up my day...
Andre...the boy genius who has a brain filled with ideas, my brother for life...
Thank You...

Thank You Team Dejavu...
All those early mornings...
All the fun...
All the experience...
Thank You...
Dawn...the girl i can always count on, whose warmth touches all...
Yanting...the girl ever so cheerful, u make even the darkest of days bright...
Jason...the innocent 'young' boy whose laughter can easily make ur frown into a smile...
Hailwa...the resourceful 'little' girl who seem to have an answer to every problem...

Our journey as a school group may have ended, but our journey as friends will never end...till the end of time itself...

Thank You...for everything...

(my tagboard has been quite quiet this past week... this is a small favour, but if u're reading this, would you be so kind as to give a little shoutout at my tagboard?...Consider as my last request, before the semester closes...It will certainly bring a smile to my face, and in return, i will give my own little shoutout at ur tagboard.Thanks)

frm past till now at-
9:53 PM

Friday, January 19, 2007

It's a WRAP!!!

Today was fun...minus all the stress and pressure la...

Stressed to the core just now, especially the last 2 hours...

See la, still got time to go play monkey la, want to go flash la, strip la,

still got time to play with doggie balloon and disturb mr editor somemore...

but it was fun...and we completed it in the end didnt we...

hehehe...thanks guys... thank you Deja vu...

even had time to fool around and took some pics... wanted corporate shots actually, but all turned out goofy...hehehe... let the pictures tell the story...

Nice picture montage here...It'll be in our programme credits...watch out for it...

see no evil...

hear no evil...

speak no evil...

smell no evil???...

my three little monkeys...

and here's one more...hehehe...i guess that makes me the zoo-keeper...hehehe...

today was fun...the whole semester was fun...everytime is fun la...glad to be in this group...thank you for everything...

well...i guess every good thing must come to an end... Dejavu may be parted, but the memories live on...

last week of school...

tmr...more QT with another beloved group...aka my first love...aka Chair ron...or is it...Chyeron... no no, its Cheiron...hehehe...

you noe what...this will be the third consecutive week that we will be spending a weekend night at cherri's place...not that i'm complaining...i always enjoy our QTs... maybe can make this a weekly affair...for good...hahaha...

see u tmr...

for the rest of you, see you online...see you monday...

azmi signing off on a good note...bye bye...

frm past till now at-
10:24 PM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

my first "day-off"...

in like...the past month?...

it felt like forever...

project after project...

report after report...

presentation after presentation...

finally, comes a day when i dun have to come to school...hehehe...

but that doesnt mean i was slacking at home you know...

had to get the PR powerpoint done by 4, so all my xbox-playing hopes were dashed...

not that i'm complaining la...hehehe...

had my first afternoon nap in like weeks...shiok man...hahaha...

tmr last day of editing...cant wait...my fingers getting itchy to go do some kick-ass work...

(my just follow law CD came out quite nicely leh...gives self one pat on the shoulder...hehehe)

so ends here my entry will...
bids farewell azmi is...
next time till...
bye bye...
(speaks yoda style...)

frm past till now at-
10:16 PM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Emotions bursting into flames...

the anger...

the frustration...

the stress...

yet beneath all of it...

lies a sea of calmness...

the happiness...

the joy...

the laughter...

everytime i'm with you...

all of you i mean...

not just her...

Everybody really damn emo these few days...i wonder why. Is it the weather?...Maybe all have some gf-bf problem?...Or is it the projects?... tsk tsk, so young yet so problematic...

i'm damn touched with velda's special entry dedicated to cheiron... we all go a long way back, and azmi noes we have a long long journey ahead...

its been a week since i last updated...lets recap what happened shall we...

dejavu editing last friday...damn fun la...i really like how our interstitial turned out... lets make our programme an even better one... good job 3 gals and 1 guy...hehehe

overnight at cherri's...again...not that i'm complaining la, but body cant deny that it was tired... worked my ass off thru out the weekend...with IMC and all...

Entrep and MMR also done...

only left PR, IP and Entrep now...

looks like the semester is finally drawing to a close...abit too fast i think...

i dunnoe about you, but i hate the holidays...

holidays mean less time spent with you...(all of you that is...hehehe)...

oh well...what to do...

niwaez, singapore vs indonesia ended in a draw, 2-2 (told you so...hehehe)

next week go spore vs msia match leh, but got mmr lecture...dammit...how?...

we see how lor...

niwaez, let me end with something i wrote in velda's notebook, when cheiron was all emo-ing and writing mushy mushy stuff in there... mine was all spontaneous leh (except for the 98 degrees lyrics la...), but i thought it was nice...

i see your face...yet i'm blinded...
i hear ur voice...yet so far...
i feel your touch...yet i'm lost...
will you ever know how i feel...

che wah...damn emo sia...
hehehe...
azmi out...

frm past till now at-
10:32 PM

Sunday, January 14, 2007

azmi doesnt have very much to say...

coz his mind isnt working too well rite now...

juz woke up from a 6 hour 'nap'...

not enough by any means...

considering he's been awake since 6am friday morning...

and only managed to catch minutes of dozes since...

but he's not complaining (...but his body is...it's screaming in agony now...)

QT was fun...always was...always will...

Left at sunrise, headed home, and left back for school...with less than one hour of 'sleep' and hitting his head countless time upon the window of the bus...

***on his way home onboard bus 858, he dozed off a while and woke up soon after with drool sliding down his left chin... he looks around, wipes his chin, and prays nobody saw that...paiseh paiseh...***

now busy at work...again...

life as a struggling student hoping to make it big in life never ends...

exams coming soon...

then the holidays...

work will come soon after...

and the cycle starts all over again...

azmi sighs...

it has been this way for him for the past 2 years...

a vicious cycle...

an endless pattern...

but what to do?...

***...no work no money hor...***

azmi is signing off now...

nitez...

frm past till now at-
1:00 AM

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

well...azmi has decided...not to write that long list of mine...

It's just that azmi has too many people to write to...but some people has re-emphasized to me, that the list shud only go to 10 people... I was about to write 30 over...

But azmi isnt all that foolish...He did save that entry, in a nice word document...for those who wish to read...azmi is always available...

And yes...the girl is inside that list...

There are some very personal messages in there...so dun be surprised if the messages are actually meant for you...hehehe...

Niwaez, shall take a break from blogging in the week to come...Just to many projects and presentations due... Just too many...

This weekend has been burnt for me... No breaks...from thursday evening all the way until next tuesday... NON STOP WORK... I've more or less calculated my sleeping hours... And its... less than 12 hours for a total of 5 nights... thans like less than 2.5hrs for each night... Aiyah, no need to sleep la... You think NS can sleep is it?...(actually they can leh...)

Ok la...enuff nonsense...azmi shall rest now, for there shall be none in the days to come...

goodbye...

frm past till now at-
10:10 AM

Sunday, January 07, 2007

timecheck 1055am...Sunday January the 7th 2007

azmi is back at home, eyes half open...for he lacks his night's sleep...

he sits infront of his computer... and flashes back 3 hours...

time was 8am...

azmi was stoning, infront of his laptop...

velda was to his left, busy at work...

andre was lying unconscious in the living room...

cherriann was drifting away in dreamland...

that was the scene after one full night of endless QT...and work that is...

azmi glances to his right, and sees velda furiously typing away... he wonders, "Where does this girl get her energy from?"

azmi continues stoning, and thought of what to do... he got it...he was going to blog...

Half an hour into his very long entry, he clumsily pressed some keys and the whole blog was deleted... Frustration crept in... He gives up, and shut downs his laptop..."Screw this!!!", he said...

He was writing his "I've Got Something To Say To You But Do Not Have The Courage To Say It In Person" list... but the list got too personal, and the accidental deletion was the perfect excuse not to retype it. But azmi may decide to write it later... maybe not now... but soon...

But there was a certain tinge of similarities between of the things he wanted to say to different people... And that is, thank you for all the memories... Thank you for everything...

azmi is heading to his bedroom now, going to catch up on some Zzz...

had fun with cheiron...always have...always will...

goodnight...oops, he means, Good Day...

frm past till now at-
10:50 AM

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Eventful week...

indeed...

First week of school, of the new term... has passed...

Very memorable and unforgettable indeed...

Full of memories... Both sad... fun... and happiness...

completed filming with dejavu...

***One stage of your Journey is over, Another begins...***

..Gandalf the White.. The Two Towers...

I've been mixed with emotions this week, watching the events that unfold around me...

Secrets were spilled...

Rumours were justified...

Emotions were stirred...

Secrets...including that of my own...and for those who know the truth...let it be caged in your heart, as it is in mine...

Nows not the time... not now...not ever... we are not fated...

I'm like a small bubble, amidst this sea of storms... Bursting at anytime...

emotional... indeed...

frm past till now at-
2:23 PM

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Boys Day Out

Two words... Totally Awesome...

Was planning to meet up with my groupmates, but since many of them are busy with their own work, then we shall meet tmr then...

So decided to meet up with old friend and brother... Izzat!!!...

***...boy have u grown!...hehehe...but still, exactly the same izzat as how i've known him 10 years ago...hehehe***

Went bowling...Fun...

Long stroll along Yishun Reservoir... Memorable...

Spontaneous decision to eat lunch at Seoul Garden... Nice!!!...

Talked alot...catch up on old times...

really enjoyed myself... We shud this more often... haha, if got money of course...

Now it's back to work... big day tomorrow, and for all the days after that. Long weekend too... meetings here and meeting there... ICAs all due soon... Argh!... i'm super-stressed now...

ok...azmi off...lots of work to do... IP...Ops...IMC...MMR...Entrep...PR... (did i miss anything?...)

nitez...

frm past till now at-
7:56 PM