Every moment of my life...From Past Till Now...

Thursday, April 27, 2017

The Malays have a saying...

Sehari tak ketemu
Setahun menanggung rindu

A day not seeing you,
Is like missing you for a whole year...

Rindu...

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9:54 PM

Monday, April 24, 2017

I hate feeling this way...

But having no one to talk to about it is worst...

I'll persevere... hopefully

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7:55 PM

Sunday, April 23, 2017

It's past 2am, yet I am still wide awake. Somehow my body knows its the weekend, and doesnt want to shut down as early as it would on weekdays. Funny thing is, my body clock doesn't do the same for my waking up time, regardless of weekdays or weekends. Weekdays my body clock naturally wakes me up by 5.30am. On weekends, slightly later at 6 or 6.30am, no matter how I try to sleep in for a longer well-deserved sleep. Why body, why?...

After dinner earlier, I excused myself from the family to head out. Mama knows, she knows why I head out alone from time to time. And she never questions. For my mum, her reason is simple. A son should be able to take care of himself. Although sometimes I wished, she would just ask me how I am...

Today, i seeked refuge at Labrador Park to the south, and then a drive up to East Coast Park to the east. I went to that same seats under the pavillion at Labrador... and my car was parked at that same lot at ECP...

I am waiting for the right opportunity... if it ever comes. If not, then it is God's Will and I shall take it to my grave...

I went on a guy's version of a shopping spree earlier. Yes, we sometimes need retail therapy too. So what better way to spend money away than on my ever reliable workhorse - my car. So I spent a bomb on waxing and polishing, making it all nice and shiny again. And an even bigger bomb on something new for its interior. Shall see if anyone is keen enough to spot it....

Anyways sidetrack abit. I try to be a supportive brother. So when my sisters bring home their boyfriends, I am always all smiles and will make the boy comfortable by making small talk with him. So no matter how tired I am, after coming back home from work, I still put on my best smile. Long story short, if I ever have a girlfriend and I go over to her house, I can only hope my karma is good and my girlfriend's brother will be as kind as me.

At this point I actually wanted to pen down something, but I guess it's best kept, in my heart. Let's just say, when things got so bad I began doubting myself, I recall back what you said, and it helps bring me one step forward...

And my prayers to my boy Syaqir Ali. Of all the times I scolded (and screamed) at you for being mischievous in class, you never disrespected me and was always a sincere kid. You reminded me of how fragile life is, and how we must cherish it. May Allah bless you with a full recovery...

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2:12 AM

Sunday, April 16, 2017

I don't know which is worst...

Knowing the person has seen your message but hasn't reply
Or not knowing if the person has seen your message at all...

Confessions of an overthinker...

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3:56 PM

Friday, April 14, 2017

Seeing you smile, at the end of the day...

Makes it all worth it...

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12:06 AM

Friday, April 07, 2017

Dear God,

If I am to fall in love

Let me touch the heart of someone whose heart is attached to you...

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5:37 AM

Saturday, April 01, 2017

We all have our moment of weakness...

But it is how we move on...

Change begins with me...

Thank you.....

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7:24 AM