Every moment of my life...From Past Till Now...

Monday, August 06, 2007

After all the stress and mountain-high workloads in school, i'd never thought that i would ever blog again...

But boy was i wrong...

Recent events have called me back to active duty, to at least write this one entry so that everyone and everyone knows...

The problem is...Where should i start?...

Alright, let's just start on a light note... A very simple question, how has poor old Azmi been these past few months...

Quite alright, surviving nicely in the midst of shitloads of things to do in school... and hey, to top things off, his "once quiet and peaceful" world, isnt so peaceful anymore...

But where do i begin?...

I shall break it up into segments, so as to ease readers...so if you think what i'm writing is pure bullshit, feel free to just skip the paragraph, or simply close this window...but hey, my advice is, read on friend, for you'll never know if it concerns you...

But let it be known, no names shall be mentioned, and no mentions shall be named...

MR INVISIBLE

Mr Invisible here has always been Mr Invisible... For a very long time in his life, he has tried to fit in into the majority... But it seems, the majority just tends to ignore, or brush him aside... Mr Invisible may have sinned alot in my life, to have God punish him like this, but whatever it is, Mr Invisible has always has never taken it to heart, and whatever pain comes his way, Mr Invisible tries to absorb it all in, and carry on in life.

It has never been easy, but Mr Invisible is grateful that at least there's still a few by his side, who understands his plights, and often lend a listening ear... Mr Invisible is thankful...

But so that you know, the events of last week did left a deep, very deep scar in Mr Invisible's heart...

Mr Invisible hasnt been spending time with you for a while, so he thinks that maybe staying a little while longer after school would make a difference...

He was wrong...

Mr Invisible...is indeed invisible...

His heart shatters, a long walk home, all alone, sad and torn beyond words...

If you could hurt Mr Invisible so badly, think of how your friends must be feeling...

But that said, Mr Invisible accepts your apology...with all his heart. After all, he was never one to be hateful and one who seeks vengeance. Forgive and forget, that what he always says...

But to be honest, the outing the day after was abit ackward...Mr Invisible suddenly feels like Mr Guilty...for now he knows, that from then on, every outing will just be an act of guilt... He is sorry that it has to be this way... Maybe Mr Invisible should just remain to be Mr Invisible...

After all, what makes you so sure that it will never happen again?...It happened not once, not twice, certainly not thrice...So makes you so sure that it will never happen again?...

MR PROBLEM SOLVER

Maybe it's just him, or maybe it's the way he was raised, but Mr Problem Solver here has always put the problems of others before him. He does not care what happens to himself, as long as the people around him are happy...

So when Mr Problem Solver sees the people around him, the people that he cares in a state of unrest and disorder, he just cant leave it as it is...

3 years of friendship is not easily broken...not by any means...

You might not care, He might not care, She might not care...but hey, Mr Problem Solver here cares...

Mr Problem Solver has indeed been fortunate to have known friends like all of you, so to see you in this state of "Cold War" saddens him alot... He knows that until this issue is resolved, he can never lead a normal and fulfilling life... After all, how can one live happily while his friends around him simply act cold and harsh to each other?...

He has made it his mission in life...So even if he dies, at least he knows he died trying...

Mr Problem Solver has heard, seen and felt both sides of the story. Contradicting facts have been heard, and naturally, it is difficult to choose between two parties which you both care...

In this case, so that it is clear, Mr Problem Solver takes no sides, but he takes it upon himself, to know both sides of the story, which indeed he has... All he cares now, is that things to go back to normal, to the time when all was green and peaceful...

Even if it kills him...for he knows, no many actually share his ambition of solving this problem...

From the way Mr Problem Solver sees it, it all started from events of misunderstanding... Things so minor can indeed be blown out of proportions...

A simple act of not agreeing to dinner can be seen as an act of "showing attitude", and a simple act of not smiling is deemed to an act of hostility...

But has anybody stopped to think of why the other party is acting this way?...

A fire is not started if there wasnt a spark...

And Mr Problem Solver fears that if this is left unsolved, it would just become worst... and Mr Problem Solver does not wish for it be so...

He says it again, 3 years of friendship is not easily broken, and even if it is, it not worth broken over such a matter like this...

Mr Problem Solver just doesnt understand...

Why?...

Mr Problem Solver isnt his normal self since all this shit happens...

You might all think, what does Mr Problem Solver has to do with any of this?...

Just two simple words..."He Cares"...

Let it be known, even if he fails, he would know that he has tried his best to ease both sides, and help create resolve for this conflicts...

After all, this is his mission in life...

AZMI

A simple boy, a simple man...

That was an exceptionally long entry, i think the longest ever written in the history of this blog...

But do take your time to read it, coz it's very important...

For his efforts shall go in vain if this entry was just left to the closed eye...

Tomorrow shall be another day... I shall see what awaits...

frm past till now at-
10:55 PM