Every moment of my life...From Past Till Now...

Saturday, September 08, 2012

I've said it before, and I'll say it again... Writing keeps me sane. And now that my blog is privatised, I believe I can finally write in peace.

Crush...Infatuation... Whatever u call it. U know u really like someone when she causes you to feel all different, all fuzzy wuzzy inside. You try to make conversation wif her, but all that seems to be able to come out from your mouth sounds gibberish.

And the very sight of her makes u feel... so warm inside. Her smile, her gaze. And oh not forgetting her scent. You just feel weak at the knees whenever she walks past you.

Of course there are many a times I wish i can just tell her. Tapi apakan daya. I cant even take care of myself, let alone another person.

Dan siapalah diriku jika dibandingkan dengan dia? Dia tu lawa, sangat sopan, beragama kuat pulak tu. Kau ni, nak semayang lima waktu pun belum tentu full...

She deserves better. I know that...

Alahai, membujang ler nampaknye saya ni... Aku jugak yang masuk angin keluar asap...

I know, that I would need to change my life, change myself first. And until that happens, I dont see myself being attached. I need to take care of myself first, before I can care for her.

InsyaAllah, if its meant to be, only time will tell...

I really do care for her... I really do...

I love her...

frm past till now at-
11:16 PM