Every moment of my life...From Past Till Now...

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Alot of things happened to me since the last time i blogged. And some i muz say have certainly made an impact on my life...

Looking back at all my previous entries for the past years, it made me remember how nice it was to keep a blog... My own personal diary... My journal...

Some people blog just for fun...others for fame... I write just for me... To be able to remember all the past events that has left an impression on me, so that i can REMEMBER! 5 or 10 years from now, i want to be able to sit down and read this blog, and be able to recollect all the memories that has happen in my teens and young adulthood.

It would be nice... to just remember...

I dont know why, but i just miss school... the early innocence of primary school, the kid-teenager transition in secondary, and of course the unforgettable times in poly... Damn I miss school...

But NS life isnt all bitter and dull. I've made friends here i've never thought i would. Some i can safely say will continue to be a part of my life in 5, 10 or even 20 years from now. Definitely the experiences i've gained here will be embedded in me for the rest of my life, and for that i am grateful...

Nothing in this world ever last, and that i noe well enough... My early childhood is now just a memory, The fun and laughter of secondary school all behind me... and the oh-so-wonderful life of DMSM has long been missed... People have moved on... And so have I...

What awaits me in the years to come is mine to make, and i plan to make good on it... And i plan to make it as memorable as all my past experiences.

So whats next for me?... Another year plus serving this nation of mine, then reentering the schooling world for 4 years for a piece of paper, and finally settling down in my chosen career as a "moulder of tomorrow's future"... All set in stone you say? No, nothing's ever certain. We can only plan, and plan for the best, but it is in He that makes it all happen...

Very sentimental isnt it, this entry of mine. Unlike past posts where laughter is always the content of the day, I just feel... like there's something in me that needs releasing, and writing this entry has let out some of it. I pray to Him for strength, for i know that i am weak... with weaknesses stained with shame...But I must be strong, and move forward. I am the pen in this diary of life, and it is up to me how to write my own story... So in remembering all that i have left behind, I intend to forge memories that I will remember fondly...forever...

So perhaps i'm taking back on what i said about closing down this blog. It used to be a fun avenue for friends to peep into my life, and me into theirs. Now its just personal. Just for me.

Just for me...

frm past till now at-
12:17 PM