Every moment of my life...From Past Till Now...

Monday, April 01, 2013

Reading the first line of my last post, which seems ages ago, its kinda ironic. There I was wishing I was not at home, outside, exploring the world. And here I am, in school, wishing that time can just speed itself up, so that I can bask in the comforts of home... and do nothing.

I hate feeling this way. Its unhealthy you know.

You know how ppl only look for a panadol when theyre sick.

How people tend to only pray when they want something from God... (Masha Allah, I was like that once. Alhamdulillah, prayers, 5 times a day, keep me sane. And hopefully, this time, it'll last)

And for me, I blog when I'm lonely, when I'm depressed... People have friends, have siblings, have soulmates to talk to. Well, minus that last bit, I have friends and family. Its just that I cant talk to them about my problems. They wont understand. At most just scoff at me for being a sensitive cry baby.

So I keep it inside. All bottled up. Ticking time bomb. Waiting to explode.

I know in times like this, I should just put aside my stupid ego, lift both hands, and ask Allah for the strength to carry on.

I can do this... with His help, In shaa Allah.

frm past till now at-
8:11 PM